I
was in a dark but determined place when I sold my first book. But let me back
track a little bit before I elaborate on what I mean. A couple of years before
I sold Taste, my debut novel, to Crescent Moon Press, I’d been working as an
Essay Consultant. Basically, I checked essays for students before they
submitted it to their teachers. Anyway, that job paid well, but I never felt
fulfilled. Something was still missing in my life.
During
this time, I started getting back into my writing. I quickly realized I couldn’t
juggle work and writing. My brain would be mentally exhausted for me to sit
down and think about chapters and plots. This was when I made the scary
decision of quitting my day job to concentrate on my writing. And what’s the
number one rule about being a writer? Don’t quit your day job. But I was never
one to follow many rules anyway.
As
a starving artist, I had lofty ideas about what being a writer would mean.
Write the book. Edit the book. Submit. Get an agent. Get published. I’d reached
the agent part and I thought to myself, just one more step. One more then I
would finally become a published author. How naïve I was back then.
Long
and painful story short, I became one of the horror stories you’d read about
when it doesn’t work out with an agent. It hurt, like most break ups do. I gave
myself a brief mourning period, reassessed my situation, and got back up. I
went back to the editing board. By that time, I had three novels under my belt
that I could alternately submit to agents. At the same time, I thought about
submitting to smaller presses. I considered every possibility when it came to
kick-starting my writing career. I even toyed with the idea of self-publishing.
Now
we’ve reached the dark yet determined part of my story. Dark because it had
been almost three years since I said I would concentrate on my writing. Being a
starving artist only gets you so far. A cold sweat came over me at the thought
of having to find a job again. I did not want to, but I knew I had to if my
plans didn’t pan out. Very dark place to be because just when you thought you
were on your way to living your dream the light at the end of the tunnel seems
farther than you first thought it to be.
Determined
because I gave myself a deadline and I challenged the universe. This was the
latter half of 2011. I was under multiple submissions at the time and waiting
on word. If by the end of the year I didn’t get a contract or at least another
agent, I would self-publish. I said this with so much conviction that the
universe listened. By October of 2011, I sold Taste to Crescent Moon Press.
Soon after that I signed Til Death to Entangled and Reaping Me Softly to
Omnific Publishing. It’s been crazy good ever since, and only getting better.
I
think the ultimate lesson here is never give up. If you really love what you
are doing, if you can’t see yourself as anything other than a writer, then you
have to keep at it. Don’t just rely on one book. Once you finish one, get
started on the next and then the next. It’s impossible that you only have one
book in you. Having multiple works in progress opens up more opportunities for
you to succeed. The three books I’d written turned into multi-book contracts.
Everyone’s
road to getting published is different. There are multiple options available to
you today. I shattered the ladder I once had in my head. It’s not about just
writing the book, editing, submitting, getting an agent, and getting published
anymore. Well, the first and second rungs of the ladder still apply since how
can you get published without having written a book? But once you get passed
the first two, the world is your oyster, baby! Ultimately, if being a writer is
who you want to be, then don’t let anything stop you because the universe will
lead you to your goal. It might take more left turns than right, but you’ll get
there.
Writing is a
career of attrition. Those keep at it, no matter the pitfalls they face, are
the ones that succeed. And by succeed I don’t necessarily mean making it onto
lists, selling tons of copies, or signing movie/TV deals. Although all these
things are very nice. What I mean by succeed is actually living your life doing
what you love: writing.
Great post! It's always interesting to read about a writer's journey to publication!
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ReplyDeleteI love this. Three cheers to you for never giving up. Every writers path is littered with ups and downs, rejections and heartbreak. I'm right there with you. Thanks for sharing your story. :)
Like you, I had a messy break-up with my first agent. But you're right, you just have to get back up on your feet and try again!
ReplyDeleteWhat a great post and great advice. I always enjoy hearing about a writers journey to publication. Thanks for sharing.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for taking the time to read the post!
ReplyDeleteWow, great story, Kate. I love that you set a goal and had a definite plan. I'm even happier that you didn't need that back-up plan because things turned out even better than you'd hoped. :)
ReplyDeleteGreat story, Kate! It is such a frustrating process sometimes, and I am so happy to hear how it worked out for you! :)
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